The Night it Clicked

I think it was the way you smiled
the way you made me grin
I haven’t felt that beautiful in so long
I gave my heart to you
all you ever did was hold it
I felt like yours for a moment
under your breath
in the arms of the moon
I saw when you kissed her neck and it all clicked
I would never be her
Her
Her
Her
suddenly I wasn’t a boy who saw sparks fly in your eyes
but instead a laughing stock in the eyes of those who knew
I was only ever a joke to you
you would always chose her
I knew it from the moment we met
I should’ve said goodbye
I should’ve deleted
instead I’m siting writing verses
about what can never be
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