There is something comforting about confiding in a stranger
Maybe it's the hope that the grief will stay with them or the thought you'll never see them again trauma lost in transit a transactional relationship if you give your heart away does it ever make it back to you? Losing you felt like losing everyone all over again
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I swear we shared a moment
our eyes met and the world stopped spinning You confided in me about your insecurities gave yourself permission to feel permission to be vulnerable comforted by the thought that you would forget by dawn but I did not forget did you forget did you forget did you forget how you showered me with compliments danced with me till 2am told me you love me and how you wanted to see more of me because I cannot I cannot I swear we shared a moment I just wish I didn't have to explain it 1. I am, without a doubt, in love with you
2. You love somebody else 3. I heard you say how much you love this other person and it hurt 4. it hurt because I know the person you love 5. Because I introduced the two of you 6. I know they love you too 7. they told me with their eyes 8. you told me I miss you 9. I miss you too Everything you said was the right thing to say
when your friend falls in love with you and you don't feel the same you always had a way with words language was a dance you practiced and mastered articulation: the rhythm you felt inside there was never a need to keep a beat because poems pour out of you every time you speak and so it is with every fragment in my body that I ask you leave because I cant help but love you every time you speak On an ordinary night
Under a moonlit sky I told you I could no longer speak to you no longer listen to you no longer be there for you because every time I did the cosmos seemed to align fireworks lit up the sky but the stars that are your eyes were so blinding I was always blinded though they were so beautiful I could never get enough I would never be enough so goodbye... because loving you hurts and yet loving you is all I want to do |
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